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[01 Feb 2004|04:10pm]
one bullet in this gun, not sure if it's for you or me..

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a story [15 Mar 2003|09:08pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i was very bored

..until vince & kayla called;

we talked;

and talked;

and then kayla got another call, so i waited;

the end.

P.S. i got a new green and black striped shirt (see above picture for details)

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gas prices suck major cock. [15 Mar 2003|02:11pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

it's fucking raining. if i had nothing planned that was to be done outside, then i'd be happy with it.

my other plans have fallen through, so we shall see.

as for right now, mother is working til 3, and then coming home. i want to go someplace such as TARGET, wal«mart, or k-mart. I love target. BUT, she doesn't want to drive around everywhere, because gas prices are gay. damn idiots.

ATTN: i am looking for pictures (i.e. razors, syringes, fuses, exit signs, knives, guns, "people in distress", etc.) to make my new layout. if you happen to find any awesome pictures such as these, please let me know?

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sigh. [14 Mar 2003|09:06pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

i should be happy to have the friends that i do. they're so great. <3

but even though i have them, i feel so lonely right now. i don't know what it is - not having someone that close to me? i've been wanting someone like that for as long as i can remember. i wish it was easy.
i wish when i liked a boy, he'd like me back. but it isn't like that; it never has been.
everyone either thinks i am too ugly, too fat, too stupid for them to be seen with me. yeah.
boys are confusing, depressing, and they make me angry; but i still love 'em. well, not all of them, but i still keep wishing i had one of my own. someone who i'd be with for a long, long time. someone who actually cared. someone worth my time. something to make everything not hurt; to not hurt me.
yeah, keep wishing, alicia. it'll never happen. not as soon as you'd like. you might as well become a lesbian. oh wait, girls probably wouldn't even like you. nice try.

why does this feeling always come back to get me? blah.

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bastards. [13 Mar 2003|07:12pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

So, AT&T is switching to COMCAST, which is going to make my mother pay $60 a month for cable. Either that or she has to order cable TV, which will come out to $60 a month anyway.

So, we have to find some other place. What the hell. Like I'm going to find a good cable internet in bell fucking flower, besides AT&T. I liked AT&T. Fucking cocksuckers. ;[

My foods ready, yo voy a comer, goddamnit.

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HELL YES! [12 Mar 2003|10:20pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Wooo, I just downloaded the Gilligan's Island ring tone to my phone. Rawr, it's so cute!! <3

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sigh, sigh.. [12 Mar 2003|04:47pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

No tengo un ride(?) al GLASSHOUSE para Audio Karate, so.. no puedo ir. ;[

translation: i don't have a ride to the glasshouse for audio karate, so.. i can't go. ;[

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i have eyeliner on my keyboard.. [11 Mar 2003|06:52pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

Today was a pretty good day, other than P.E. I had to do the bleachers, and what makes it worse was that I had to be in front. Blah.

So, anyway. After school me, vince, and felicia took the bus home. well, we went to the hamburger place, anyway. He bought me a soda! :) Yeah, he came to my house and cooked me chicken. It was pretty good, too! Aw, and he did some of my dishes for me. Crazy boy. ;p
We just talked a lot. I couldn't believe a lot of the stuff I told him.. just stuff I've never told anyone. I told him "my secret" which was neat. It made me relieved that I finally told someone. Yeah, I'm keeping my mouth shut about it from now on, though. ;x

That's pretty much it. Although I found out that Sumner might be bi. Her and Carmen keep fighting over me. It's very, very weird, but I like it. 0;]

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hi hi hi hi hi. [10 Mar 2003|03:59pm]
[ mood | content ]

Go there, it's my newest picture. ;)

Oh yes, if you want to see my dumb, brown hair,
click on this shitCollapse )
Tada! Yes. I guess I got $1,000 towards college for the Governors Scholars Award. Yay! Very nice.

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hm. [09 Mar 2003|12:02pm]
[ mood | busy ]

stephanie's party was cool. i didn't dance, of course. i never, ever do. too shy :X and i do not know how. oh well.
kayla and i left at around 9:30-10, whenever my mom got there, and i spent the night at her house.

i got home about 20 minutos ago, and i'm getting ready for my cousin's birthday party. After, I was supposed to go to some financial aid scholarship interview thing, but my mom doesn't want to go now. i think that's bullshit. if she didn't want to take me, then why the hell did she schedule it in the first place? jesus christ.

anyway, i wanna go get a sexy faceplate for my new phone. grawr. i want to call everyone. someone should call me! or leave me more texts from my userinfo. ahem! (562)673-8812. ;)

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YESSS!!! [08 Mar 2003|03:40pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

ohhh holy shit, i am so happy. i just got back from getting my phone. mmm, happiness.
i added the text messaging feature to my userinfo, so go text message me! Pretty please?

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hooray! [07 Mar 2003|08:23pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

i just got back from the mall with my mom. got steph's present then went to talk to the t-mobile people. my mom really didn't want t-mo because it sucks, so we went to at&t.
the guy was nice. he's giving my mom her phone free, and i'm getting mine for $32. plus rebates and crap. so, whenever i can get my gramma in there to sign for the stuff, i'm getting my sexy new phone. i can't wait!

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ugh [06 Mar 2003|05:17pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

hi. my driving instructor is an idiot. i do not like him. he's very annoying, he talks too much and DOESN'T shut up, and it's hard for me to understand him correctly because he's mexican and yeah. you know.

i'm so glad i'm home. driving with that fag for 2 hours was so tiring. i am exhausted. when my mom gets home, we're going to target, and i guess i am driving. blah, i'm beginning to dislike driving already.

fucking aye..

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Fucking survey. [05 Mar 2003|07:17pm]
read, steal, and postCollapse )
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test [05 Mar 2003|05:21pm]
[ mood | curious ]

For future reference,
look if you want.

enneagram test resultsCollapse )

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[05 Mar 2003|04:07pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

useless shitCollapse )
Was going to do a survery, but eh. My 4th quiz, ever. Shocking.

To sum up this coming weekend:
-Stephanie's party @ 4
-Brandin's party @ 12
-Interview in Long Beach @ 3:30
-Hang out with Brad

Doesn't sound like much to you, but it does to me. Plus, I want to try and get my cell phone either tomorrow or friday, or maybe saturday, or sunday. I want to go to Target, so I might do that today or Friday. Tomorrow after school I have my driving thing. Argh! All of this doing stuff is making me need a phone times 100. :D

(And about the cell phone: I talked to my gramma. At first she said no, but I kept talking and talking, and she finally decided that she'd talk to my mom about it. Hooray!)

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Fucking morons... [04 Mar 2003|04:38pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Today I rushed home because the bus was late. My driver's training thing was scheduled for 3:30 and they're supposed to come pick you up. I got home at 3:30, waited until 3:55 or so, and since they didn't show up, I called them. The chick said that my appointment was on Thursday which is bullshit, because when I scheduled it the week before, she told me Tuesday. Blah, bullshit.

And today Melissa told me that her friend said I had a huge butt! :[ Oh well. Gahhhh, I'm going to get lyposuction on my ass. It's seriously.. really.. big. :X die die die!!

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Muah! [03 Mar 2003|03:50pm]
[ mood | amused ]

We're cool.
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[03 Mar 2003|07:38am]
[ mood | tired ]

Didn't update all weekend, and now here I am. Hooray?

Saturday: was fun. I woke up at 5:3o, though. Went with Kayla and Vince to Kayla's drumlime comp. in Apple Valley. The 2 hr bus ride there was pretty fun. It was fun coming back, too. Stopped at Boomer's on the way back, chased around this hawt guy for Vince, and yeah. Got back, had my mom take us to Denny's, Kayla stayed the night. I talked to Luis, yay! I went to sleep at 3am, Kayla went to sleep at 4:30am, or so.

Sunday: woke up at 10am. Supposed to go to the mall, but her mom couldn't leave to take us. We took lots of pictures. I called Brad to see if he was going with me to the TJT show, but he wasn't even home. Fucking flake, I knew he'd do that. Kayla went with us instead. I was amazingly tired, so eh. The lead singer is super hot, though. Yum. Left early, before Something Corporate came on, because my mom hates them, and so do I.

I drove home from Kayla's house!! Holy shit, I was so nervous. I've driven before, so I don't know why, exactly. I did okay, though. Parked and everything. Wee!

So, there's my wonderful weekend. And now I have to go finish getting ready for escuela. Today is picture day, too. Meh..

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FTJ shit. [28 Feb 2003|03:53pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

I'm on facethejury.
payphone is my username. It makes me giggle!
Anyway, if you have FTJ, add me. Please? :T

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